Monday, February 20, 2006
okay . here i am , sitting in my room , worrying about shirshir . she and lance got caught hugging by her ma jus now . her ma called me , and scared the fuck outta me . screamed like siao sia , she kept saying what if shir got raped by lance ? blahblah . say dao like me and chhel good friends with shir will like demoralize us like that . wtf !
shirshir's not replying me . SHIRLEEN , IF YOU'RE READING THIS , PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CALL ME BACK CAN ! okay , you dowan call me or talk ta me also can , but at least talk ta lance ? he seems very worried . at least i think he is , considering that he calls me like every 5mins to see if i've heard from you . if you're planning on running away from home , you can always come my house ! if you dowan see my parents , i'll run away with you . me and chhel will be here fer you ! hais . i think I Not Stupid Too was right . parents may think they wei wo men hao , budden fuck it , their concern sometimes seems very mentally depressing . budden i also abit pity shir's ma lehs . she call me that time she was also crying like shit larhs . then she kept saying , how would you feel if you were me ? im her mother you know ! i was about to say , well , i wouldn't know right , cos IM HER FUCKING BEST FRIEND , NOT HER FUCKING MOTHER . budden she continue talk and talk and talk like shit . wahlao ..i think adults are idiotic assholes . before i go into adulthood , i think i'll kill myself first . last msg : shirleen heng , CALL ME , before i do something drastic .
8:10 PM
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